I saw Lizzy move behind her and stretch round to make a sandwich of Kat. Kat let out a gasp and as we separated her bra fell loose (Lizzy work) I saw ...Lizzy's hands run the straps down Kat shoulder and slip the bra off. Kat hands went protectively to her little boobs.“No need to hide them” I assured her moving her hands away, and bent down and pulled a nipple into my mouth. Licking and sucking gently as it stiffened, Kat held my head against her breast.I reached out to stroke her bum, and felt. I’m pretty sure I had A’s on all of them.”“Great! So, is there anything you wanted to talk about today?”I nodded, “Jocelyn.”“That’s the girl back home who was in the accident, right?”“Yes. I was talking with Melody and she made some interesting points.”“Are you and Melody intimate?”I nodded, “Yes, but I guess I’d say we’re lovers, rather than boyfriend and girlfriend.”“What’s the distinction, in your mind?”“We aren’t going steady.”“By your choice? Or hers?”I shrugged, “I’m not quite sure. We. Then, one of the men had a brainstorm: the drugs were being carried by the women. They were still brandishing their knives, but no one had been hurt as yet. However, the one with the brainstorm decided to strip off a girl's costume so that he could find the drugs she must be hiding under there.By pure accident, he happened to pick Helen Murphy as his first target. He grabbed her right arm with his left hand and tried to slip his knife down her chest between her breasts. His intent was to cut. I practised all kinds of lewd dances in front of my mirror, imagining the men looking at me like this, imagining how hot and horny they'd get if they could see me naked.I was still a virgin, though I had the wildest, sluttiest fantasies a virgin possibly could. A lot of them were rape fantasies. I found it hard to imagine letting a guy have sex with me, see, but if I were raped, well, then it wouldn't be my fault and I wouldn't have to feel guilty.So I constructed all kinds of elaborate rape.