Sometimes you shared your messages with him, but he never insisted, letting you choose what to share, what to keep your own. Before the two of you po...sted your pictures, you had talked about it numerous times. You both had agreed on certain rules. Only pictures you approved – which, for you, meant no crotch shots, nothing vulgar. And you agreed to reveal no truly identifying information to your fans. And you agreed not to ever, under no circumstances, actually meet any of your fans. Still,. But one thing for sure. You did thoroughly love learning how to fuck.You had such curiosity about sex and the fact you were raised by three women of quite varying character was instrumental. But your training in strict parochial method drove you to fear girls yet you had true preoccupation with sex. Perhaps that was intended to create the sex drive waiting to be brought to life in order to accomplish the need, our need to have you fill us with mass energy driven gizem.Your mother, the person. Like this, months passed.One fine day, I was just casually texting on my phone in the terrace, when she came to hang clothes as usual. She immediately covered herself fully and stared suspiciously at me. I guess she got a doubt whether i was gonna take pictures of her body. I somehow felt to say something and said “Dont worry, I am not gonna do anything.. you are safe” She heard my remark and smiled..She actually smiled.. I couldn’t believe it.She said “U are a good boy, it happens to boys of. I said "I've got a car", she said "What right now", I said "Why not", her mother nodded towards her and she said "Ok". As we walked to my car she was wearing a black blouse with black pants. She was a pretty girl.As we got in the car I drove to a very secluded spot I'd been using for years, she chatted away about her job and stuff. When I got there I pulled up. It was peaceful and dark. I got out and asked her to get in the back, she did. As we sat there she said "I'm not a virgin but I might.