."Sit down, Steve. Get some rest. That's an order." I excused myself and headed to the comm. room."CIC on deck," an over anxious Air Force officer sho...uted."As you were," I said softly. Everybody was too tired to jump and down every time I walked in the room. "Steve gave me the news. Does the media know yet?'A voice responded to that from the video monitor at the place where I always sit. "Mr. President, nobody has that yet. We were waiting to talk with you before releasing anything. I can only cum when I watch my brother masturbate. I’m a slave to my pleasure. I’m a pleasure slave. I’m my brother’s pleasure slave ... After I came, I just lay there, exhausted, strange thoughts flitting through my head, instructing me to pleasure my brother, that everything I did was for his pleasure ... they didn’t make sense, and I dismissed them as quickly as they arrived, lacking the energy to process them properly.Finally, my brother put his cock away, and I looked up at him. I could hear her calling my name. She was close and she was gettingcloser. The fence round the back garden was high. There was no way I wasgetting over it in my tiny body.I glared down at my useless little pudgy arms in their puffy littlesleeves.In the glass I glared at the child looking back at me, hating her.Then I saw the spade in the reflection behind me on the grass.I turned round.I could do it.It was possible. It really was possible.I ran to it and picked it up. In my little arms it was. Barbara: ... yes it was the first case in Switzerland that a transwomanbecame a widow and therefore there were some complicated legal issues,which are now all resolved. I receive a pension as widow, that's notenough to make a decent living, but it helps and grants me some freedomif I complete with a part time job. And I have also some savings frommy husband and an aid from an unknown source if needed...Christel: Well you told me on the phone, that your husband had somestrange.