Really. Mads, you cant have a daydream about NOTHING. I dont really want to say. Its embarrassing. Mads, were BEST FRIENDS. You can tell me anything. ...Fine… I just saw you naked in the kitchen, and I got… Turned on… She said. Oh. Thats… I started. She said Im sorry… I… But I interrupted. Its okay. It was just a passing thought. Right? I said. Right. She smiled. -Madisons POV- So did you want to… Experiment? Said Sara, nervously. Only if you want to. I replied with a nervous smile. Sara came. . ah have sex with me every day I can't stop him. But I can control how I react. He can tie me to the altar and have sex with me, but I don't have to yell... well... what I yelled last night, when he does. My body may betray me, the flesh is week, but I can control what I think and do and I can serve the Lord as best I can.Maybe I will have the opportunity to witness to those two young altar girls. A flood of jealousy swept over her as she remembered seeing her husband with an arm around each. "I just ... I guess I'm kind of curious ... and it must be hard for you to go alone all the time ... and like I said, it's in my nature to want to help..." He stopped as he started babbling."Thank you, that would be very nice," said Julie. He looked up to see tears glistening in her eyes. "It is hard."Once more, Marcus fought the urge to pull her into his arms. He'd gotten this far, but he didn't want to push. He smiled and touched her hand, then went back to finishing his soup, although he. That in turn had led to theidea for the unconventional treatment she had in mind.It had appealed to her hidden, unconventional, side; the side which had ledher into wild sexual encounters in her earlier life. She had started hersexual experimentation in the most trite of ways, in the back seat of herboyfriend's car. She had been hesitant at first, but by the time she was anundergraduate, she had become an eager participant in all manner of sexualactivities. It was in residence that she had her.