But then I took another look at our reflections, saw the way my body shook and wiggled under her ministrations, took in my expression of arousal and d...espair and Professor Greenstein’s pouty, breathless look of fascination and - of love? Something shifted - that is the only way I can describe it - deep inside me. Don’t get me wrong, my bum still hurt with every crack of her hand like it had never before, but the pain travelled through my body and triggered a resonance deep in my heart, a feeling. He chuckledand smiled. For a split second I had to decide to reactor not, it was momentary shock. I just gave him a coysmile to keep him happy. He really was a letch. The real shock however came next. He had bought my actcompletely, but said,” I like you Robin, a whole lot, sohow bad do you want this job?” I wasn’t sure what he asking and said, “I’m sorry, Idon’t follow ya.” He continued,” I mean what are you willing to do to getthe job?” I. When are you just going to enjoythings the way they are? When are you going to stop worrying and just havefun?"I gaped at her, wondering how she could have so completely missed the point.She continued to stare back at me with a defiant expression and I did mybest to return it, feeling a swell of something very much like obstinacy inmy gut. At least, I assumed it was obstinacy. I'd never really felt itbefore."Do you love me?" I finally asked.She threw up her hands. "God, Ian, how can you--". When we finish our meal the waiter asks if we will be ordering desert and in my line of work I can’t refuse deserts no matter what. I ask him to pick something he would like and that we will share it. To my surprise he picks my favorite desert of all time, cheesecake. I think I like every cheesecake variation there is, and cheesecake is definitely my weakness. This is where my waist and I disagree. As we alternate bites of this delectable desert between the two of us we are laughing and.