.." Steph," Tommi continued, "I'm really, really honored that you'd thinkenough of me to sponsor me for membership. But I can't accept, for anumber o...f reasons."Stephanie looked stunned. Girls just _didn 't_ turn down membership in theBetas!"I'd always wonder if you pushed out of a sense of obligation or guilt orsomething like that," Tommi said. "Besides, you know my story. I'm notsure what I'm going to do once I finish this pregnancy. Can you imaginehow awkward it would be if I joined and. I happen to agree with the assistant. ‘Why dont you try it on?’ Says the assistant. ‘Take your husband in with you and I’m sure he’ll give you his honest opinion’. ‘Good idea’, I say. And I’m grinning like a chehire cat as I gently guide you into a changing booth. I close the door behind us and turn to face you. I take a deep breath and place my hand behind your neck and pull you in and give you the longest deepest kiss that I’ve ever given in my life. You moan softly in to my mouth and our. After a few minutes of enjoying we slept. When I got up in the morning, Bhawna was already in the shower and was getting ready for office. I had a holiday that day. Soon Bhawna kissed me and left. She said, “Arrange for food for both of you. I am already late. Bye. See you in the evening.”I started talking to Maya regarding her studies and life.Me: Aur neend aa rahi hai. Thoda aur so leta hu.Maya: Raat ko der se soge to puri kaise hogi. Tabhi Bhawna ke eyes ke niche halke halke dark circles ho. Sitting up, he ran a hand through his hair."You were dreaming." Kat sat up too. She gently reached out to touch his shoulder."Don't!" he hissed."Charlie?" Kat whispered uneasily."Don't touch me, Katrina. This should never have happened." He stood and walked over to their bags."Why do you keep fighting this? It's obvious that we want each other." I was dreaming Kat. And it wasn't about you." He lied without turning to look at her. He couldn't bear to watch the hurt that he knew was going to be.