.., though views of conveniency made me, at first, exert myself to regain his affection, I was giddy and thoughtless enough to be much easier reconcil...ed to my failure than I ought to have been; but as I never had loved him, and his leaving me gave me a sort of liberty that I had often longed for, I was soon comforted; and flattering myself, that the stock of youth and beauty I was going to trade with, could hardly fail of procuring me a maintenance, I saw myself under the necessity of trying my. The second you are in your car and down the road, you unsnap your jeans and thrust your hand into your panties, fingering yourself wildly.By the time you get home you have come twice and almost ran your car into the side of an old man who wore a shocked expression on his face. You lay awake that night, tossing and turning and burning for me. By the next day, you have made up your mind that you are going to have me. You are aching for me, and certainly, a man wouldn't turn down a lusty half. ...daddybut having one never meant i would have one to please me when im horny, no, its when he is and thats a big differenceI was watching netflix in panty and cage up when he came to my place, key sound in the door i knew it was daddyhe had a bad day he said walking to me getting his pants downtaking my head with boy hands and i was face fuck''fuck i need this , dont fight gimme that mouth''so suddent with forcei pull away ''someone is not listening''and he pull me so hard and threw me on the. 'She turned and left. 'Oh fucking hell!' I admonished myself, 'you have blown it now you goon!'I tried a different tack. I sent her another text. I was in the last chance saloon now!'Have you tried the underwear mum?' I asked. 'Have you got them on?' I texted.Buzz 'Yes, they are so beautiful, but, you are blackmailing me into this again, aren't you?''You are blackmailing me into this again?' She had written that! Was she going to give in?I pondered my answer for a moment, and then wrote.'I.