He politely asked if he could join me. I agreed, introducing myself.“So, you’re the scholarship winner? Congratulations.” Jarrett said.We talked... a little during lunch. I knew he was starting college that fall but was surprised to find out it was my school he was attending. He asked me what my plans were for the rest of the day and I told him that I was wanting to ride a horse. Jarrett lit up, asking if he could ride with me and show me the ranch.After lunch we met at the stables. I was. I’d done the one stupidest thing no guy should ever do. I’d saved the stupid whoring bitch for somebody else. All those God damned times we were so close and I pulled back because she’d whimper or say something. Good old fucking Tommy Sheldon never pulled back. No sir! And I bet a dozen other guys never pulled back either! I was one stupid moron. Never again. I’d never let that happen again. I’d find and fuck everything I could. Fuck Celine. Fuck Tommy Sheldon. Fuck my mom, well not her, but. But you have to decide right now as I'm leaving.With that I turned around and headed for the front door with a quick glance at her. It couldn't have been 5 seconds before I heard a muffled "Wait!" come from behind me as the young guy struggled to make his way out towards me and out of the restaurant. Once outside I said, "You have a car?" He nodded a yes and said he knew where it was. He asked, "What about Chuck?" I replied, "Chuck had his chance and blew it, let him find his own. —There was a pause, and then I understood. His hand grabbed my ass and I felt his thumb press against my asshole. Then he squirted something cold on my ass hole, and without pause, I felt the head of his dick against my ass. I screamed no, but there was no way it could have an affect. He pressed into me almost in one motion and the pain shot through my body. I screamed again, but no words came out. I felt myself ripping. His dick felt like a baseball bat being shoved into my ass. The pain was.