”I smiled back at him.“Willi, I think that literature is full of ... suicides and characters thinking about it. I want us to read and talk about i...t, it’s part of you.” He stopped again, trying to crystallise the idea.“Perhaps if we do that, we might end up understanding that part of you ... and perhaps that will be enough to stop you being pushed in that direction.”We sat, looking at one another.Col picked up the book. “I don’t want us to be awkward about it when we come across it.” He gave me. Jab me college gaya tub naye dost ban gaye mere sport career stop ho gaya. Me college me bohot he unattrative banda tha. Muzhe brand yaa trend ki samaj nahi thi. Ek din me mere dost ke saath ek course ke liye Pune chalagaya waha mera ek group bangaya. Waha muzhe ek ladki mili Reetu (name changed) jo ki Pune se thi aur jisne meri life badal dali. Uska figure 34 28 36 or uski height 5.2” thi. Use jeans t shirt jyaada pasand the,uski smile pe log marte the. Woh jyada to sleeveless pahenti thi.. She has the patience of a 2-year-old and she’s as cunning as a fox.I kind of like her.We’ve spent half of today fighting with each other and the other half playing cards together. She tried to cheat at cards once but I caught her and she got embarrassed. Then she accused me of spoiling all her fun.So I cheated the next 3 games in a row until she caught me, then I said, “So was that fun for you, having your opponent cheat like that?”She snarled at me. Then she said, “Go take a long walk off a. Absolutely. I showed up promptly at 7:30 wearing a white denim mini skirt that I hadn’t unpacked from my box of summer clothes for a couple of years. I decided to tone it down a bit with a cotton floral short-sleeved blouse and a pair of jute sandal wedges. I wanted to look casual and sexy but not like a hussy. There was a Post-It Note on the door that read, “Went back to bed.” Was I supposed to come in or come back later? I thought it was odd, but I decided to go upstairs to wake him or wait.