The children were all in school and Reese was at work. We had plenty of time before we had to pick up Jack at his school."I'll go get Jack," Ali said.... "You stay here and relax. I won't be long."I could tell by her tone that Ali was upset with our conversation on the way home. Maybe more correctly, she was upset with my comments about my doubts and concerns. I wasn't trying to let her down or walk away from her. I only wanted to try and make her understand how mixed up I was feeling. So much. Slowly and painfully, I turned towards my fellow thespians, the director and the crew. This was where I found acceptance, this was where I grew up and found my niche. Outside, in a world who lusted after me, I found rejection. There I was a whore and a slut. Here, I was somebody, but for how long? Could I have given it all up for this man? Would he dump me when people started rejecting me in his world? “Be honest.” “I cannot choose.” “That’s not what I asked you.” “Yes,” I whispered, too. I have nothing to say to you," I said."Your daughter sent me, not your wife," he said. He'd stopped me with that one."My daughter?" I said. "Tell her to come her herself if she wants to talk." Look, give me a couple of minutes of your time, and I will be outta your hair. Please," he said.It'd been months since my leaving, and I did have to admit to a degree curiosity if nothing else.I didn't respond to his request, but I did head back inside leaving the front door open. He followed me in. "If I let you out of the chastity piercing you should be able to entertain me...We've had you rub your sad old clit on furniture with your hands cuffed...used cucumbers...let's see if you can jack your legs over your head and eat yourself out." But as cheerily as Cheryl had suggested this of course Winnie had failed...she was too fat. Cheryl had taken a cane to Winnie trying to get her to get her crotch to her face..but it was no go."Dear me." Cheryl had said. "I got you to quit smoking by.