I feel so ashamed now. I’m sorry. I really am. I’m so sorry.” I think it mustered all of his strength to sit up straight. My friends in my old ...school used to tell me about guys getting blue balls when they were really aroused and didn’t get any release. They told me how much it hurt them. I started to feel guilty for hurting Alex. That was never my intention. I turned to him and he cupped my face in his hands. “I’m okay,” he said softly, giving me a tiny kiss. It was as if he read my mind. I. He pulled away from Beauty’s embrace and turned to face her. “Explain please.”She heaved a great sigh of disappointment, a very human gesture, at the realization that the sexy time she was hoping for was not going to happen. Her golden, cat eyes looked back at him with a mixture of amusement and mild frustration. Beauty stared off into the middle distance, thinking on how to reply.“Logan eat meat. Cook on fire, more good. Eat raw, less good.” Her face screwed up in a comical expression of. "The speaker and several of his friends gathered round and to add to hispain he was raped anally and orally by countless men at each, over thenext hours.With the sun well above the horizon, someone untied him and helped himinto the kitchen where Cook waved some smelling salts under his nose.She took him up to his bedroom and helped him into the shower, dryinghim afterwards. She then laid him face down on the bed and rubbedsalve into his wounded behind. After getting into a clean set. The physical, emotional, legal and logistical support all together allowed me to leave with my head held high. It was what I needed to break out of that depression that Corey fed to control me.’ She paused, taking a big sip of brandy, then continued. ‘No, you are not blameless. If I would have had a voodoo doll during those times, you would have remained alive. But you would have been jumping around like mad from all the pins.’ I chuckled, but quickly corked it when I saw no one else was.