..It was then that I knew my experiment with the gentler side of lovemaking had failed, though I didn't give up on it immediately. I was so very fond ...my lovers. Perhaps if I just distanced myself a little ... I began to hint that I was thinking of moving back to London. Inevitably the conflict sent my tension levels rising to danger level, and it was only a couple weeks before I was itching to go back to Margaret again. Clever Tori understood me too well."I want to come with you," she said one. Think of the gun destroying the target." Maybe we need to get out away from anything we could damage." I remembered what I had done before and the weapon was very powerful. It even blew off the top of a hill to hit the car I wanted destroyed.We moved near the rocky areas we had constructed to attract an enemy. I held the gun up and pointed it at a large rock about a 300 metres away. I thought about the rock and the beam striking the rock. The bolt shot out startling everyone near me. I wanted a. We both had to be up early the next day for work. As he was leaving I could see he was hesitating at the door and was ill at ease. ‘Is there something else Henry?’ ‘I hesitate to say this,but I know a nice restaurant where the food is excellent and the music is very nice,maybe someday you will forgive me enough to accept a dinner date with me.’ ‘You are forgiven.’ Leaning forward I give him a little kiss on the cheek to prove it. ‘This Friday would be okay for dinner if the offer is serious.’ . Usually he was drunk, and I took his advances in stride, with a casual lack of interest.One night something happened that changed everything between us. I'm still not sure what it was. It could have been the beer or just the mood I was in, or something he said. In any case I looked into Dave's eyes as he pumped the keg for me and I poured myself another beverage. That was the moment I knew I saw something in Dave I had never noticed before. A sparkle, a look in his eyes that seemed to suck.