I pull myself out before I sink too deep. I’ve only had a couple. Both times, I’ve stopped them by thinking of making love with you. I love you, E...m.”“Oh, I love you, too. I miss you so much. It’s like I just realized what I really want in life and then I had to leave. Will you still love me when I get back? Like that?”“I will love you forever.”“Um ... maybe we could get together with your girlfriends when I get a week off after specialty training. You know ... sort of get to know each other. Then I asked what else? He said I didn’t have to do anything he suggested but he was sure I would get a bunch of praise if I did. Then he said: “You wear to much make up. You’re young and so very beautiful; you actually need very little if any at all. Your skin is smooth, and you have no blemishes. I suggest you only use eye liner and shadow to accentuate them. Your eyes are stunning. When you look at someone I can see they focus on your eyes. They are so blue Vastie. Just another suggestion,. You are so loving and I am thinking that your wife is lucky that she got a husband like you. I wished if I could have someone like you in my life. I said If I can help you in anyway you can always have faith on me. She smiled and said I know you are a very good person and so I asked you for the help. In fact I was also feeling bored alone at home and so wanted some one to talk to and now I feel so relaxed. If you would not have asked me to come to your house for dinner I would have asked you. Even in her jeans, T-shirt and heels, she looked amazing and I soon realised I wanted to see more of her.That evening I was in the kitchen preparing dinner when Ali and Abbie returned home, I saw them go straight up stairs to their room with Ali holding an Ann Summers bag. I was intrigued and wondered if the contents were for my approval at a later date.Helga had called me during the day to say she would not be over for the next few days as she was spending some time with her parents. I hoped.