We've been living in that fucking trailer for too long, and we have too many kids to squeeze into it. It's just not fair to the kids to put them throu...gh living like that. But we've been together for so long that I don't think I'd know how to live without him. Nobody is perfect, a man is going to make a few mistakes from time to time, so I don't see throwing away our whole marriage over this but he has to change."Ellie squeezed my hand again gently and started lightly purring. I pulled the sheet. A less self-conscious man might have whistled a happy tune.My work day was uneventful, at noon the lunch break whistle blew, and I walked into the parking lot to make my phone call. The clinics were always running efficiently and it was as easy as ever to get an appointment for later that afternoon, many of them even ran into the night. Public health was a huge concern for ADVENT and one of the things people appreciated them for. The secretary assured me that sleep problems were common and that. We began with a stroll in a public garden, filming each other on our video camera – to preserve the nice moments for posterity. We followed it up by a nice dinner and then saw the Hindi movie ‘Black’. It was a nice film and we both enjoyed watching the movie together. Our house wasn’t really a walking distance from the cinema hall, but the night was pleasant and we were very relaxed, so we decided to walk it up. We were holding each other hand’s as we walked , feeling so much of love for each. My heart is yours, my love is yours, and all I ask is that you take care of them and treasure them as I would your love and your heart. I love you so much Jeremy, and I’m so sorry it took so damn long to have the courage to admit it. Can you ever forgive me?’ He smiled, and wrapping her up, he kissed her long and deep and in that moment nothing else existed. She was his and he was hers and neither wished for it to end. ‘Of course I forgive you Alicia. I love you too much to ever stay mad at.