I was standing and looking towards the front side of the bus there were two girls sitting they were talking to each other. They were friends and one o...f the girl looked at me our eys met for the first time.And after that she started looking at me continuously.I think she liked me and even i was looking at her all the time. It went for 20 minutes i guess then a stop came where her friend got down. Now she was alone and we were looking at each other all the time. To confirm if she really likes me. Mom even asked me what was funny ... and I'm writing this like a journal so I'm not on line.Retrospective means looking at the past ... my past. Introspective means looking inside yourself. I think I'm doing both.I met someone today.I need to look inside myself to see how I feel about that. I need to look back at the day and see why I feel different than this morning.I think I found a friend.He's older ... lots older.He came off the tour boat in a power chair and ran off the slats into the. Roquan paused until they were at the threshold, and then stepped forward."Overlord Gronnus D'yoran," Gronnus rumbled, placing a faint emphasis on his clan name with a tiny, sly smile."Overlord Freya D'yros," said Freya, her voice slightly husky, the sultry smile returning to her ruby lips. She let her eyes flick down and back up once over Roquan's form, her smile widening a touch.Roquan met this with a slow intake of breath, letting it go in his greeting. "Recognized and accepted. Welcome to. He screamed obscene threats through his gag. Five testicles lay on the concrete. Loretta had entered the spirit of the game: “So much for the bastard who doped me so they could rape me. He should have had this operation sooner.”The women whispered together, giggling, and then Bethany spoke aloud.“We’ve been discussing your right ball, Carlos. It hardly seems fair to leave you with it since both your friends have been gelded. So you’ll have to decide. If you choose to keep it we’ll throw the die.