I understand if you don’t want to talk about it with me. I’m NOT trying to get 500 emails begging me not to do it or 5 asshats giving advice on ho...w to and telling me to Youtube it for their enjoyment.About two months into the initial phase of my illness is when I realized how fucked I truly was. At that point, they hadn’t found a reliable way for me to speak on a regular basis yet. I couldn’t work. Couldn’t pay enough attention to watch TV. Couldn’t write fiction. It was then I started thinking. She grabbed each cheek of my ass with her hands and spread them as far as they could go. I felt her finger moving inside my asshole. I started ramming my cock into her mouth as her finger penetrated my asshole. Hard and rough I banged her head to the rail of the bed. She pushed me out and away from her and then said to turn around and bend over. I turned around and bent over placing my asshole directly to her mouth. She started eating it out. Shoving first one, then two and then I am sure three. After a few minutes, she came in her nightie with hair in a bun. She had also brought her comb. Because of the golden hair, her entire bun appeared golden and that made my dick give it a salute. She was about to open the bun but I told her not to. She immediately sat in front of me and handed me the comb and said, “I hope you know how to use it.”I started giving her a head massage and at the same time, I was smelling and sucking her bun. She did not mind it and was enjoying the massage.. Those stories I heard about The Program were right. And this was only my first day. What would the rest of the week be like?Boy did I have a hard time controlling my thoughts.At least Jay didn’t have to put up with this crap. All he had to do was endure ridicule. And slaps on the ass. What the hell did those girls think they were doing? Spanking him? Spanking his cute, pert little derriere. His ass is so smooth and ... there I go again. I need to cut it out!How am I ever going to have a.