Then he just gave me a really big smile and walked out. I couldn'tsay a word. I was just too shocked to say anything.I couldn't stop thinking about it.... I went to school the next day. The thought of the kiss totally distractedme all day. Would he tell Mom? Should I tell her first? Oh my God, how could I tell her that I strippednaked and masturbated all over the couch, while watching a porn movie? Maybe he wouldn't tell her.Maybe it could be our little secret. What must he be thinking about me. Jake drank the first one in one swallow and wondered howmuch liquor was used to make it."Jake, if we get the decorations done in record time, couldwe start celebrating a little early?" Nicole asked handinghim the other drink.Jake drank the rest of the second and looked around andshook his head. "If you all would stop farting around andactually get to work, then yeah, you can."Nicole shot him a look of venom. "Jake, an hour ago yousaid that we were ahead of schedule." That was an hour ago and. ..I said I wanted you to dress me." I had so much blood in my loins my head was spinning. I bent down and helped her step into her panty, and put her bra on for her. Next came the garter belt, and she sat on the bed so I could run her stockings up her legs and fasten them to the garter tabs. I said, "Lorene...what if Helen comes upstairs, and catches us at this?" "She's in the sunroom...don't worry, Hon," she said. I helped her step into her slip and high heels, and was going to help her with. “I think I’d just better go.”All I wanted was to go home and hide in my room for ... oh, say ten or twenty years, but my grandmother’s voice grew insistent.“Come upstairs, Robert. I really think you’ll like it.”So, with my heart heavy with its burden of guilt, and with a deep foreboding rolling in my stomach, I gripped the banister and stepped onto the first tread of the stairs.When I got to the door of my grandmother’s room I stopped, my mouth falling open.“Come in, Robert,” my grandmother.