They would not leave me alone at all in case.' The rest of the girls looked shocked; they had never heard someone talking so matter of fact about suic...ide.Taking a couple of deep breathes she continued, 'two days after it, I was stuck in the position of being alone and Mike was close by. I found out later he had stolen all the evidence that could link me to the event so he could blackmail me with it. He started by forcing me to do what he wanted, he forced me to strip naked for him, and then. I guess she was real clear about wanting to be pregnant, too." Momma's a little fuzzy on all that, too," Donna related. "I was an accident, and Grandma and Grandpa gave Momma Hell and made her move out on her own. You would think that the LAST thing Momma would want would be to do it all over again..." She drew pictures in a water ring on the table. "She wasn't protected, either. She did this celibacy thing and hadn't had sex since I was born, probably. There was no reason for her to be on. Rough. He got his, and if Ma didn't, tough. Sometimes, it was obvious that he didn't want her to. And there were the extremes..." The three men thing?" Candace asked gently."Yes." Toby hesitated. "I had a peep-hole. I think he knew, actually. I think he felt like if I wanted to watch, fine..." There were other things, right?" Candace asked."Yes. Beatings ... He never did them in the living room or anything -- always in the bedroom. But you could hear..." Toby shook his head. "HE left HER -- I. He continuously begged me not to tell her that he told me. I agreed not to say anything. Felt weird basically saying I wouldn’t confront my girlfriend about her letting my best friend fuck her without saying anything to me. But I said I should ‘catch’ her so she doesn’t think you told. We vaguely made a plan to have us three hangout and spend the night, and if she tries to sleep with him, I’ll be there. I told him, “Let me know when you fuck her again so I can give her a hard time with.