Mi kakun kade bagat hoto tya pan maza kade pahat jevat hotya miKaku mudam uthalya ani maza samor yrun mala kahi tari vadaycha natat karat tyani mala v...icharal..Kaku:kahi ajun pahije kaa sandy… Laju nako bindhas maag sagla chya sagl dete mi…Asaa mhant tyani mala chalka tyancha ek ball jo tyani agodarch blouse chya baher kadla hota to dhakavla mala tydivshi andharat kai bagayla milal nahi pan aataa ujedaat bagitla tar ekdam mazaa tondala pani al asaa vatal ki lagech dondat gehu ni choku .. AAni. Raping your mom or your sister is so much easier. You can get them alone anytime you want. You can slip something in their drink or food no problem. Best of all they will feel shame that you raped them. They will not want everyone knowing that ther Son/Brother has fucked them. It will ruin the family name. A sister may confide in her mom, but a mother... You can fuck her safely, she ain't telling nobody. Especially if you have a blackmail tape. " When he explained it to me that way I knew he. ” With in minutes we fell asleep in each others arms. In spite of my physical and mental exhaustion from the previous evening, my eyes opened at the crack of dawn. My first thought was of stopping time in it’s tracks. I did not want to face the day that laid a head of me. I felt as if it were the last day of my life. For several minutes I didn’t move a muscle. I stared at the ceiling still holding my entire life in my arms. I was second guessing myself now. Was I doing the right thing? I knew. " It's not what you picture it." No. It never is" Never is. I'm so fucking dense." You get caught up in the whole hierarchy malarkey at school. It makes you something less than what you are. God I hate the shit they put you through to make themselves better. Better than you. Let them be better. I'm not interested." What was I thinking? I didn't know. I'm so naÔve. I was hiding in my twisted up body so I couldn't find out about life. So now I find out. Jim, I'm not a virgin anymore, and.