“But Tom, you’re my lawyer. How do you know about these things? I mean I know you can get everything together for me, but to protect me?” She gl...anced at Luca.“Tom is more than a lawyer. “Luca quickly said.Tom sent Luca a shut your mouth stare.Tom then spoke, “Listen to me Kay, the men Sonny owes, they are very dangerous men. I know who he was dealing with. I was hoping your divorce would go quickly, but then...”“Sonny was killed.” She quickly said.“Yes, it may have not been an accident.”Kay. I was the guy who asked you for dance and then-dropped you at home." Oh!" I'm pretty sure you won't mind if we chat for a while." Er-I don't know." But I know you won't!"There was some pause until she asked, "How do you know my name and cell number?" There are many ways to find out a person, Miss Bianca. Moreover, it wasn't a big deal for me to know that you are attending the College of Nursing."She gasped."Perhaps the idea is a big surprise for you," I went on, "but I gave you my word that I. So I didn't want to admit to my occasional indulgence in that forbidden realm. Even though he'd just admitted the same thing to me. Maybe a lot of men think about it. But I'd never acted out. Except for the masturbating. But Keith was my friend and he'd been so honest with me... I wanted him not to feel like he had shared too much. Didn't want him to think we weren't still 'good'. I spoke without turning back towards him."I've wondered about what it would be like with a guy, too. More than. Interesting for me to look back at now nearly 15 years later and see the ways things have changed and grown and how much more open and relaxed we all are about everything. So I hope you enjoy reading my past, and please remember....I was a very young & inexperienced girl when I wrote this. :) ******* -------------------------------------------------------------------------On My Knees For You(written May 20, 1998)As I took a deep breath and your hands lifted my top from my breasts, I saw me.