It was all gone. I felt like a robot.Dr. Morris had assured me that this was a temporary problem, that mybrain needed time to be able to sort out what... was going on with my bodynow, and that the androgen suppressor would hit me before the E did. ButI couldn't help thinking: WHAT IF THIS ISN'T TEMPORARY?I would still go through with this, because the alternative wasunthinkable. But it would be nice to feel like a woman and not someneutered THING.Stop, start.... Stop,. Hertongue darted out, tasting her wife for the first time in her life, andher eyes widened in surprise.Maria didn?t know if it was the magic or just the taste of women, but itwas like nothing she had ever experienced before. It was sweet, and warm- no, hot. It was as if the concept of heat itself was sliding its waydown her throat, lighting her up from the inside out. It was just likeher wife?s touch, only on the inside, and it radiated out through herentire being, stronger and stronger with. On the inside George was doing a happy dance, a baby would ensure hislegacy. He vowed he would be the best father in the world.She finally broke his embrace and gave him a couple of light squirts ofperfume before hugging him tightly again. "It's White Diamonds perfume.Don't you just love it? I wear it when I want to feel particularlyfeminine. It's such a soft, feminine, flowery, pretty scent." Georgewas deliriously happy that he was finally going to be a father. Hemomentarily forgot about. I’ll go get my purse and write you a check.’ He nodded taking the clipboard back. ‘Thank you mam.’ Connie got up and went to her bedroom to get her purse. Tim pondered his earlier thoughts. Was she testing him? What was going on? He got up off of the stool and paced a moment. What if it was a hint? Should he act on it? She was single after all. Connie was having a hard time finding the checkbook in her large and cluttered purse. As she rummaged through it Tim stepped into the doorway and.