But why, Eric, why did it have to be with her? That big-tittied brunette bitch that works in the same bookstore I do? Fuck you, Clara! I miss him. I m...iss the way he held me and caressed me. The way he would look in my eyes and smile. Hmm- I guess I could have fallen in love with him, but I didn’t. I just loved having sex with him. Ugh, back when we still had it. What has it been now? God on a toilet, like three months since we broke up! ‘I just thought we should expand the boundaries and. "But... uhhhh... Missy...?" I asked, letting the question trail off."Yeah, what about her?" she asked coyly, raising her eyebrows in a mock questioning way."Wellllllll," I asked, my voice raising expectantly, "just what was going on there?" What exactly do you mean?" she asked, feigning innocence."You know what I mean," I said, lowering my chin to glare at her."Did you enjoy it?" she asked."Uhhh, yeah, yeah I did actually." Well, I'm glad, but don't go thinking you're getting some sort of. But I was a little weireded out by having this conversation with my mother and I could tell that she was too. She went toward the kitchen and I high tailed it up stairs and hid in my room. I knew that I wasn't going to be able to face her for a little while and I was right.And that is how things went up until last night. We did our best to avoid each other and we didn't talk. We both occupied ourselves with what ever we could so that we wouldn't have to talk. Meals were unavoidably awkward and. As I still remembered Janet - I pressed for having sex with her. There was no problem and we had good sex, so good in fact that we got married six months later. We were going to wait until I graduated, but decided marriage was a better choice for us. When I graduated I found a job with a large law firm, and I'm with the same firm today - now as a junior partner and with a promise to become a senior partner within 2 years. Now that I am in a promising job, we decided to start a family and now.