I could feel them in my finger tips and toes.I thought nothing could ever match the first time I went black, but what I was experiencing was another l...ever more intense. So much was happening to me.I was being used by a savage black man intent on breeding me. I loved it!I was lost in the moment so to speak. Next, I was aware was Devon spewing his black seed deep inside me. I could feel the pressure of his hot sperm gushing into me with each of his final thrusts. Each thrust driving as deep into. " Demus said backing away and tossing her the other lightsaber he had taken from her, which appeared from inside his robes.The saber hit the ground settling only inches from her finger tips."Now shall we try again?" Demus asked."You are toying with me." Aayla said even as picked it up and stood taking a fighting stance."Of course I am, but also I am judging your skills. Call it curiosity. I want to see what you can do." Demus said with a bemused smile.Igniting the second saber Aayla immediately. He bought her a trophy ring but she continued dating young alpha males and tried to entice me into having sex with them at her house in mini orgies. She was never jealous and didn’t expect her lovers to be faithful. I declined and avoided visiting when they came to her house to retain my social chastity appearance. Within a year of my breaking up with Darryl, the "Affairs Circle" imploded. By 1983 AIDS reared its ugly head. Prior to it, a condom was considered a hindrance in an affair with the. Death was rarely as kind as shooting: bayonets and officers swords were the favoured methods. I could not have believed that I would become used to the sight of a man being made to kneel down and then beheaded. I actually stopped feeling the shock although maybe at another level it was still there, just not registering on my conscious brain. I suppose that it is the mind’s way of coping with the trauma. If what we experienced then was hell, the journey to Japan was an infernal torment that was.