Then I also smeared violet color on them. Five minutes went by and the two other girls told that they would come back in 2 minutes time as their warde...n was calling them. So Amrita was there. She just gave a sweet smile and wished happy Holi and just asked how was the celebration in my place and who who from the college had come. I was also speaking with her when an idea suddenly came to me. I decided to rub my hand totally on her face(as it was totally not black yet). So I just got behind her. I lied down in my bed in the afternoon to rest, and after a while I got up and went out to run into my neighbor Ofelia who was cleaning the sidewalk. She got closed to me as if to begin a conversation. She then made a comment about something that she needed: I'd have to perform some duties for her at her home, so she invited me in. Once I stepped in, she proposed me to give her a hand at the ground floor. She wished to have it cleaned and to dispose of some trash but I could take home. She looked me straight in the eye and answered, “Yes, it is.”We talked for an hour. We finished the wine and opened the second bottle. I was definitely getting drunk. I knew it was dangerous to be alone with Amy but I did’nt care. I got the feeling that Amy had been planning this. That this was what she wanted. In the back of my mind. I thought that something was bothering her and she just wanted to cut loose and forget everything else. I wasn’t sure where it was going. ..damn all I could do was grunt. A few days later I received a call of bad news, my school called andtold me that I needed to come home for graduation. That I could not get my degree from California, also one of my teachers didn't like some of my work. I did my work but she wouldn't send me my other lessons. I had called her, called her, and written to her. All with no reply. So I made plans to return to Oklahoma City, and to the life I had there.I was so damn torn I hope you know? I was in.