Main is kahani me yeh bata raha hu ki me jab tumse milunga to kya karuga aur hamare beech sab kaise hoga. Jo bhi ise padhe vo yeh soch kar padhe ki ye...h uske liye likhi gayi hai kyuki har aurat khas hai aur har aurat ko dhang se chudne ka adhikar hai, tabhi vo iska maza le payengi. Tum is waqt kya soch rahi ho meri jaan ? Main to tumhare bare me soch raha hun. Batau kya soch raha hu. Main soch raha hu ki tum Black Nighty me kaisi dikhogi. Subhah ka time hoga aur tum kitchen me khana bana rahi. I told her, I was not going anywhere, I would be here when she decided and I would support her either way. She hugged me and kissed me.For the next month, I lived on pins and needles. We talked very little, although I never did see Lance’s car by Beth’s house. That was some consolation anyway, it would have killed me to see him spend the night with her. The holidays were fast approaching again and I had really hoped Beth would be in my life this year. I so wanted to share them with her. In. I held her in my arms, her warm, soft skin feeling like the only place I ever wanted to be. I kissed her cheek, feeling her breath cool the dampness on my neck. I wanted to say something more but I didn't know if the words belonged at this moment. I didn't know what she would think. I lifted my head to look into her eyes and kiss her and tell her how wonderful she was, but I was stopped short. Her lips were slightly parted in that content smile of hers, but tears were running down into her. “Now, he said in a gentler tone, reaching his hand out to caress a thigh, How old are you? The girl flinched away from his touch, and he slapped her again.“I asked you a question don’t you move away! he flared, reveling in the fear he caused.“I’m….I’m fourteen! she sobbed, her voice hitching as she struggled not to move under his roaming hand.“Are you a virgin? Her face crumpled at this, and she began to sob harder-But stopped when he lifted his hand once more.“Are. You. A. Virgin. Answer the.