She said it was thethrill, it was like a d**g. She started to take the pill and starting on the guys birthday, she did not needed a condom anymore. He... liked the ideea and she told me how nice it was to give yourself to someone else, to give him the control.After another 2 months or so, the guy started to have financial problems. He started inviting more and more "business parteners" in his house, all of them black big dudes. She could tell thease guys did not have a decent job. The guys were. "Really?" I mean I knew he meant it, but reflexively I wanted to make sure."Yeah. I'd hate to sleep without you. I don't ever want you to leave my side, if I'm honest. Once we get cleaned up, pack up as much stuff as you think you need for a couple of days and we'll see how things are then."I kissed his chest and gave him the hardest hug I could manage in my position, "God I love you." Hm ... love you too Sparrow."Whatever energy transfer had occurred during sex, it had dissipated into a very. I regretted that there was an aroused woman, all naked and hopefully willing to be taken by me and I missed the chance of a life time. I realized that the woman was someone who had kindly taken me as a house guest and she was almost as old and like my own mother and I just could not fuck her even if …. And I did not want to dwell on this any longer. I thought that there could be nobody as stupid or duffer than I was. She was not my mother, how many times she had forbade me not to call her mom.. Manali (name changed) was dressed in a white nighty but had a robe covering her, I had brought some scented oils and liquids which I always carry with me as part of my job, I began massaging Rakesh, in the middle of it he got up and persuaded Manali to try only the back massage- so she changed into wearing a white laced bra and panty, I was outside while she changed, Rakesh asked me to come in,Manali was lying on the bed with a towel on her ass and a bra, I began massaging her neck, shoulders-.