But your fuck ups were goal oriented--always involving ambition. Leaving your wife alone and unloved to cuckold you. Letting your boys down. Your litt...le family can't trust you even though you've never really strayed. Okay, a couple times you fucked blondes that probably reminded you of me, but neither time did it last more than a week and you realized they weren't me."And your ambitious path never involved brown nosing. No, Joe, you stayed on a righteous path. You worked the toughest. ‘Okay, tell me exactly what the doctor found.’ ‘Once she examined me, she found that my cancer is a Stage II. That means that the cancer extends beyond the cervix, but not onto the pelvic wall. It involves my vagina, but not the lower third. That’s probably why I never had any bleeding.’ All I could think of was all the breast examinations I had done on Alicia. I had been so concerned about breast cancer that I had completely overlooked her PAP smears. ‘It’s all my fault,’ I said, breaking down. They are going to cream their Fruit of the Looms as soon as you post a preview picture." Do you think Adam would do a couple of pictures if we asked?" Rebecca wondered. "I think I can probably transfer it from the video if I need to. But I think it would be cool if we could get a preview of you and I getting ready to take it. You know, to let the fans know for sure it is real."Leslie shrugged."It's only a little after noon," she said. "He might agree to a full picture set. We can offer him a. "But I am," I said in a slip of my tongue."No Matt I just can't do this," she said. She then walked inside crying. I didn't see her too much after that. Her father got a job in Tacoma and they moved some weeks afterwoeds. I never heard from Jaime again or so it seemed until my first year of college when I was doing a literature report on murders in the world, that's when I started looking through newspapers and found the same picture I had."Oh my god Jaime!!!" I screamed. I then ran to my room.