" Thanks! I'll call you back later."Good, I thought to myself, I was already in Bangor and not hundreds ofmiles away. I simply had not to miss the 18...5th exit on I-95. Tenminutes later, I ran into the hospital emergency room and was directedto ICU. I wasn't allowed to see Marty and the nurse would not tell meanything, though there were two men in the waiting room who I knew werefrom the paper mill where Marty worked for the summer. Father alwayssaid that real men worked in the paper mill or. You have a grace period, but don't push it." Yes Sir!" Good girl. Now I'm going to show you a couple of different ways to do this position."With that I grabbed her under the arms, and pulled her toward me. Of course it broke our connection as well. Damn, She is really getting good at those moans of frustration."Now pet, put your knees on the bed on either side of me ... that's it, good ... good. Now lift your bottom using your knees for leverage. You can put your hands on my chest for extra. She looked at me for a second and her face changed from this sexy flirty smile to sadness and she cupped her face in her hands and starts to cry. "I lost my husband a few months ago" he voice was low and squeaky now as she sat there crying. "Oh my god I'm so sorry" I said to her. "I'm sorry for asking you that question" I said next. There were tissues on the counter and I grabbed a few of them and handed them to her. As I did she used both her hands to take the tissues and she touched me slowly. .. but I had, and heard it too.She looked into my eyes and knew instantly that things had changed, and why. Heartbreak flashed across her face, then it shut down. Alice must have described me.“What happened, where did he go?” I asked. I fought against my feelings, but kept losing.“He was catching me up, I think he saw I was phoning, so I went up to a house, up to the door, and when he saw me ring the bell and I didn’t have a key he came after me, up the path, so I took his photo and then I.