Maybe there is no attraction at all when you look at me, and you just don't want to hurt my feelings by saying that. That's fine too. I'm a big boy. B...ut the fact is, I like you. I think you're good looking. Actually, I know you're good looking, and what I saw a few minutes ago only makes you even more attractive. There's nothing wrong with that, Megan. It's normal for a man to be attracted to a beautiful woman, especially one he knows and likes. He let his eyes drop to her now-covered breasts,. I am maintaining too much distance between my students. Also, I am covering myself much more than before. But I did that to tease them a bit but they misunderstood. I took a while for thinking and stood before them on stage.I apologized to them all telling them I will be friendlier with them. While doing so my tops exposed more of my cleavage. I hope everyone must have noticed it. I promised them that I will never tell this to anyone. And I left the class. I took the remaining classes and went. You may know what comes next: I would get many psycho complexes. I felt only like a weak link. Somewhat curses with homesexuality, fur affinity, exhibitionizm, masochizm, et cetera. I don't believe in the devil but what demons are in my unlucky heart? That was the way I was thinking all along. It used to be some cruel years till I would realize the only devil was me. When I were so stupid to punish myself for what I am, there's no-one left that I could blame, right? I can't really fight my. *There remains an awkward silence. *Me - Say something?Ayesha - I could have asked the same thing. You don't have to be shy/nervous with me. I am very open and very supportive, and also everything between us is 100 percent confidential. I don't even tell my agencies about the sessions.Me - That's good to hear.Ayesha - So tell me, you are kind of young in age for doing anything like this. Is it your first time?Me - Umm. *stutters* yes, I am a virgin.Ayesha - Seriously? You are a virgin? Wow!Me -.