He nodded his head and I continued.We were talking and he could tell that this was all new to me. He asked me if I had ever been with another man and ...I told him that it was my first time, and I was just curious. Well I enjoyed talking to him and he me, so we went back to his apartment. He was the first man I had ever kissed, and I really liked his dominance that seemed to envelope me. I looked at both of them. I couldn’t tell what Jeffery thought about it so far, but not Deena, “Well go ahead,. Nothing that you wouldn't see in a magazine advertisement. That stuff there is pretty low pay though, that's just for girls that already have a job and just want some easy part time stuff on the side. Do you have a full time job?" No, I was looking for something that would have good pay to it. I still live with my parents and I needed something that would support me so I can move out." I understand, and I'll tell you right now that the low end modelling is not for you. Really most modelling is. Whatever you’re comfortable with. You could even bring someone with you, if you’d like. Remember, if you’re not comfortable and relaxed it will show in the images and that won’t work for either of us.” I was thrilled, I was sitting still on the outside but jumping up and down on the inside. “That might be okay. I’ll let you decide where we’ll shoot. I already have the wardrobe I need set out. There is one other thing,” she said in that timid tone of voice that I heard before, “I need a couple. My head was still screaming noo nooo nooo as I still weakly fought andstruggled in his grip, then somewhere in my mind, I thought, for Christsake kiss the bastard and let?s get out of here, just do it if that?swhat it takes.?Just a little kiss honey, just a little kiss." His face was almosttouching mine now and I could smell his curried breath in my nose as hespoke.Fuck, fuck, fuck, just get it over with, after all he did save me fromcertain horror earlier ? but I?m not gay, I?m not gay, I?m a.