Then she said you like panties don't you and that she knew I had taken her panties and that she did lay down next to me the other day to see if I woul...d do anything and had enjoyed my touching her and asked if I wanted more, as I was a 16 year old virgin I sat there unsure what to do so she leaned over and kissed me softly saying it was alright and that although I was a few years younger than her she was attracted to me and really enjoyed the attention I was giving her and it was a boost to her. She couldn’t allow herself to be in that state of mind, now. She needed to be clear about what she was doing. When she had spoken with Anthony earlier that morning she had lost her composure and cried for a few minutes. But Anthony took control and helped her calm down. He told her he’d come right away for her but she asked him to wait. She needed to do things her way and not act like some panicked little rabbit. She wanted a little time to come to terms with her decision and be rational about. Family’s more important than anything. I l-like you. So much. Not just the s-sex.. I don’t want to lose you either, but…” His heart seized up in his chest, because he could feel the train coming, warning bell ringing in his head. “…b-but if it means losing my Sis, I don’t want to see you anymore.” Fresh tears stirring in her eyes, she looked at him, whispering, “P-please don’t hate me.” Vice-like, his chest seemed to constrict further, but he managed anyway, pulling her to him in a one-armed. ” She could not believe that kind of use and abuse excited her. What in the world is wrong with her. Traci kept thinking she would like a repeat of the grab and rape since thinking about it aroused her so much and he had not injured her in any way. She was nervous and afraid that it might not be the same a second time. What if he did injure or even kill her the next time? He had not told her when to go for another hike but she had the next two days off work and decided to hike the forest.