” But please don’t.Charlene continued looking out the window. “Nothing out there but a parking lot and that other building, but it’s so far aw...ay a guy’d need binoculars to see anything.” Or a camera with a zoom, like my neighbor had, she thought excitedly, recalling the previous night’s dream.Tommy choked on the part about binoculars. He’d given his to Blake when Charlene moved in. “Right, probably nothing to worry about,” he lied.Charlene parked herself on the ledge, legs stretched out across. I told myself, that people bought stuff like this every day,but it seemed like I was admitting my failures as a man to buy somethinglike this. I quickly saw a dildo that looked like the one Dani hadbought. There was a strap-on about the same size, but I knew she expectedsomething bigger. The problem was the next bigger size was missing in thenude flesh color but available in black. To get a color close to Dani'sflesh tone, I would need to go even bigger. The shaft looked like it waseasily 9. My sister became a semi-permanent fixture in the house (she was on public school vacation) and my father, who regularly made three-nights-a-week treks out of town, stayed much closer to home during the holiday break.Then we got over the Christmas and New Year's hurdle (Carla and I spoke on the phone on Christmas Eve, Christmas Day and had a wonderful mutual masturbation session in the wee hours of New Year's morning). At that point, my sis Lisa grew restless and started spending more and more. About us. Being similar I mean. It was all a little bit hazy but I think I’d felt some special connection with Kim from the first moment I saw her in John’s waiting room and she’d had me fill out all those forms. And, no, since you’re nosey too, not just because she was so beautiful. I think it was more than that. We did seem alike in some way I couldn’t exactly say. So I decided. To trust her. ‘Well it’s just my homework. From the session. Janice gave it to me. And…’ Here I paused for maybe 5.