I slowly left the clinic and went back home, I still pregnant to the rapist. I sat on my bed and cried again, I was totally fed up, how on earth could... I be seventeen weeks? I knew full well when I had been raped. If I tried to get the other procedure would they tell me I was too far along too? I began to doubt myself, I just wanted this nightmare to end.I rang to make another appointment with my doctor, but they were away for a week, and the locum who was in attendance I did not like. No! I. Job kartey hay or unki out of station mey posting hay,woh ghar pay kam hi atey hay;to ghar may bas may ar meri maa hi raheytey hayHum kolkata key jis part may rahetey hai waha jam key holi celebrate ki jati hai hum har sal hamarey paroseyo key sath holi kheltey hay or khub masti kartey hay So iss bar bhi may subha subha jaldi ready hokey meray ghar ke bahar aa gaya or dekha ki maray sarey dost waha holi khel rahey they-happy holi bhiWaha se bhi chillakey bol uthey “Happy holi”Aur hum holi. Ramya thaniyaaga nadanthu sendraal, naan miga nerukamaaga avaludan nadanthu sendren. Appozhuthu aval thidirena nindru guninthu athaiyo eduthaal appozthu athai naan paarkaamal mune sendru avalin sexyaana suuthu pilavil en sunniyai idithu viten. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa naan ithai konjamum ethir parka villai.Aanal bayanthen aval ethavathu sola pogiraal endru, aanal aval ennai parthu sirithu paathu vara kudatha endru solllinaal. Enaku mugam muzhuvathum siripaaga aagi vitathu, naan avalidam pesa. I had a Pink corset that didn’t cover my flat newly pieced chest wearing a pink anime wig with matching slut earrings. Make up was caked up like the other time but more pink. I was told to before I put make up on to do the Kylie Jenner shot glass trick to plump my lips to a more bimbo look. They put a bunch of fake tattoos on my exposed butt, one was a tramp stamp that said Fill me and other was an ace of spade on my butt cheek. He extended his arm to get me on stage and I got on. “WOW THAT’S A.