I was a prisoner of a very crafty, superior force that I was not to question or resist there instructions.Mom set on the couch pulling me to her knee ...at a 45 degree angle to her as she lectured me on the house pecking order and who did i think i was she leaned over and removed my tennis shoes and socks. I was thinking it’s a little early for my bath what is this Mom doing? the words were fast and to the point. I was not to question the dictatorship. I was wearing my overalls a t shirt and my. .. May have had a point about... Looking at people who are more like me." I may have," I allowed graciously. "But you have to remember, Bernard, that in part it's all about packaging. There are probably certain types of people who are attracted to you now, and certain types that you're attracted to. But if you know how to approach them, you can make just about anyone your friend." Hasn't worked so far," he retorted."And we've already discussed why your current approach is severely lacking, now. Somehow, though, my mind was drifting into the... doubts I maybe should have had months before. Not just about adultery per se, but what was I doing with two women not my wife and one of them more than forty years younger? And yet ... and yet ... I was sure I loved them and there was no doubt my ageing body liked them just fine. I sighed, and my hand, behind Jasmine, stroked her back, moving round to cup the side of the breast which was pressed against my chest. She hummed contentedly and. .. As long as he’s having sex with me!” She laughs. “So, we swap our fantasies all the time, and we never judge each other. We’ll do anything for each other ... So last year we’re watching the first series of UK of Zoo, and I told him I wanted to imagine he was a big dog, and we had a lot of fun ... And then he asks me if I want to come on the show for real...”There’s a long, silent shot of the two of them looking at each other. Love. Lust. Fear?Then she’s smiling into camera again, wide mouth.