Norman took the keys from him and I followed him to the elevator. We rode it to the 4th floor and got off and walked down to room 425 and went inside.... It was a very nice room, much better than I had expected. The bed was pulled from the wall and was in the middle of the floor and was missing its headboard. All of the other furniture, table, desk and stuff was pushed against the walls of the room.Norman: "Alright Catherine, this is where you are going to make restitution for what you and your. They were shown to a table in the corner, a candle on the table already flickering a soft glow over the white linen tablecloth. They were left with leather bound menus, and glasses of ice water. He ordered a bottle of wine, and soon the waiter was back with it, and two wine glasses. They both decided on the grilled salmon, baked potato, and grilled vegetables. They sipped the wine while they waited for their meals to arrive. She never had been a big drinker, but did enjoy a glass of wine. Knowing her as well as I did I knew that this was all a preamble to whatever she really wanted to talk to me about. We chatted about my kids and how well they were adjusting to life without their mum, and wouldn’t she be proud of them, if she could see them. I felt the sense of great loss still, but it was heartening to know that I no longer felt the urge to run away from the world and lock myself away, everytime her name was mentioned. Finally, we arrived and were greeted by the Maitre D and. Then, she was caught with someone's spouse, a fucking wife I think, and piss was involved I guess. Anyway, she was summarily and immediately transferred. After that short hot affair, I resumed my gurly sex quest. I was already doing some things away from her, so it worked out well. She never "outed" our thing, in fact, I doubt it has ever been in writing till now. Almost every bit of time off I was doing something sex-focused, either at a bathhouse, or buying gurly things, or actually out.