WHAT?"Really?" I stuttered. "I mean, well, great!" I was waiting for you to ask," she grinned. WHAT?!?!?!? "We can go wherever you want, I have a car-...I know you don't." Well, I do, but it's in Illinois," I grinned. "That's fine, we can decided then what we're in the mood for." Great!" she said. "I'll see you in class Friday, we can work out the details. I have to swim Friday afternoon, but I don't know when yet." That's fine." Great! See you Friday," she said, and she was off.Oh my Jesus, did I. My mind was racing, I couldn't think straight, then as the band was lining up. Lindsey called my name, I looked over, and she gave me a big smile and a cute little wave. I spent the rest of the night convincing myself that it was all in my head.Lindsey's father sat by me in the stands, he tried to make conversation, asking about the routine. But soon as he started his phone rang and he was in a business call that lasted most of the night, getting his laptop out and going to work. When he was. .. for thetwisted little sexual deviant I am."What do you want from me?" I plead.I know as soon as the words escape my lips thatit is the exact wrong thing to say."I just want to talk. Please, just let me see youface to face," he says.He is at least keeping his voice down. The lastthing I want is for the neighbors to hear thisexchange. I close my eyes. I can't think. I can'tcome up with a good way out of this. I turn thedeadbolt, and twist the lock set into thedoorknob. As I turn it, I press my. " Can we go and see. I want to see what they are like before I decided." My mummy nodded and started driving to the school as we continueddiscussing the issues."So what are your thoughts then?" she asked me."Well, I've been thinking, my pee makes a noisy splash when it comes outand I have to sit because it sprays a bit. There's no way I could everstand, it even runs down my leg if I try and my balls get wet if I dowhen it dribbles at the end. I have to sit and wipe, like the othergirls. In.