She didn't want to repeat what her sister had done." Kyle, ole' buddy, lemme tellya da facts." One of his bear buddies was about to enlighten him. "Da... fact are that you been had. She started dating this guy the week after you left, and right now, she's probably humpin' his ass as we speak." If you weren't my best friends, I'd punch you for even thinking that way. She's not doing that, believe me. She's not that kind of girl."Another guy responded," Listen. You said that the farther she let you. Maggie groggily woke up and snapped, "What?"Susanne kept shaking her sister until Maggie began to wake up. "Maggie, wake up, we need to talk."Maggie rubbed her eyes and sat up; finally realizing her sister was in the room. Maggie sighed, knowing this conversation was coming, "What can I do for you, baby sis?" You know exactly why I am here?" Susanne accused.Maggie decided to play stupid, "I do?"Susanne glared at Maggie, "I saw you and Bree last night," Oh, yeah, I forgot about that," Maggie. A silver heart dangled from her neck, with a separate peace signcharm in front. I looked at her and laughed in spite of myself -- yousee a dozen of these girls at the mall.The girl laughed back. At the same time. Even in my stupor, I figuredout that the girl was me. It took me a second to realize that much -- alot had changed. My hair was a radiant blond, and feeling around myface, some bangs were cut just long enough to trouble my eyes. My eyeswere a pale blue, and my lips a shiny pink,. .. I fucked up and Harry fuckin' near died." Yes, Edward, you fucked up. I fucked up. So did Carol... she blames herself for this, not you, I know, she told me so. I'm sure Margo and Kelly are finding ways to blame themselves for it as well. And we both know Harry will be blaming himself for it when he regains consciousness. It was none of our faults, in truth, but rather the fault of the men who did this, but we both know we're all going to take our turns beating ourselves up over it."But.