This left her struggling with issues of God, along with her feelings for her spouse.She attended several meetings of a support group with me. She was ...deeply ashamed of wanting to transition, and what that would do to her wife.My divorce had finalized almost a year ago, and in the days that followed, I desperately needed someone to hold me to this life. Laura was there for me. Sometimes she would come over and hold me while I cried.As I thought of these times, tears rolled down my cheeks. She. Then also she was simply smiling without showing her angry and she said your are the first guy to kiss me . Then we had our lunch and dropped her in hostel n I went home .The next day she could not able to face me till lunch time and all came to normal. Then I said I am really sorry for what happened yesterday and she said no probs .Then after 2days she called me in my mobile and said tomorrow can we go out , I said how it can be if two of them put leave everybody will think in a wrong way .. ?She dug her fingernails into it, and pulled and twisted.? He yelled, but said he still wouldn?t let herpiss in his mouth.? She took hold of bothof them, and pulled and twisted again while she sat her ass on his face tomuffle his screams.? She told Beth to getup for a minute.? Then she reached downand grabbed his balls and began to squeeze.?Amber explained that she could hurt him as much as it took to learnobedience without damaging them, but he could give in now or later.? John still said no.?. I left her leather encased form strapped on her back to the work table and staring at the ceiling – helplessly uncomfortable, humiliated, crying in frustration and fuming!CHAPTER 1 - THE CONTRACT COMENCES It was not too often, in fact very rarely; that I would agree to take a contract that required committing a lot of my time to what could turn out to be a fairly long period of training. But, after looking at all the background information from my contact, I just knew I was going to accept.