It was a very beautiful sight and a peaceful scene all around.As I sat there with my precious in my arms enjoying the moment, pet asked me "Master, ho...w do you do it?" Do what, pet?" How do you carry all the things I give you. All the things I surrender to you that I can't or don't want to deal with. How do you carry all my burdens?" Oh, pet it's not as hard as all that. Here's my secret... I don't. I don't carry all of them all the time. I only carry what I need to deal with at that particular. I have been suffering for this now almost three years." Sanjeev: Don't worry Madam. Let me now tell you about what you have to do. You are very lucky. Tomorrow is Monday. You will come here tomorrow afternoon before 7:00 p.m. That day is a full moon night, so you will have 'diksha'. Madam, please do not bring your sari etc. as our ashram has a dress code and you will be given saris, which are specially washed with herbal detergents, and also Madam, no ornaments are allowed here. Actually. Whenever I was dressed like that at home, I could see a bulge in Mahesh’s pants and I felt good. I deliberately used to stay near him. One day, while Mahesh was cleaning the house, I had an idea to get rid of the boredom. I dressed in the shortest skirt I had and a very provocative blouse and pretended to sleep on the bed and turned on my PC’s webcam focused to cover most of the room. Now when I watched the video after Mahesh left, this is what I saw:Mahesh came into the room and looked at me.. "What you did at the party. I was there. I watched you on the dance floor and then outside, from the bushes" Oh my god" Amanda exclaimed. "That was you watching us! And even though you watched him fuck me just a few hours ago you still you went down on me?" "Yes" I replied " I love you and watching the two of you just made me want you more" Amanda hesitated, then smiled. "Well, I suppose I'm glad you feel that way. I'm surprised that you're OK with it though. He fucked me very hard. He couldn't.