"I was blown away when John described the goings-on in China. I told him that Mr. Wang offered to take me along on a karaoke night when I visited in ...China. John laughed and said, "I'm not surprised. He will try to get you to participate. He'd hope you would join the singing, drink more than you should, and he would then convince you to fuck him. I told you that Chinese men can be pretty bold and aggressive."I thanked John for the explanation and headed back to my office. Mr. Wang is a. .. he implied ... that we’d be married when he graduated. I suppose I was careless, and Benjamin was the result. Not that I regret having him, you understand. But Jeremy – that was his name – graduated and took off to where-ever and left me ... well pregnant at that point. When Ben was born, I felt I was out of options. There was rent to pay, which kept on going up. The bit of money from Dad drained away. I couldn’t keep up with studies and what do you do with a degree in Fine Arts when you’ve. I went into the living room. Sara was sitting on the couch. "what you watching" i said"just some tv nothing special" she said"how was Disney" she added"we had a great time" i said "you love her dont you" she asked"yeah more then anything." I said"well what about us" she said"its your choice" i said"we can ether continue or stop". i added "Well" she said putting her hand on my inner thigh. I grabbed her left breast and started kissing her. As she laid down on the couch. i lifted her shirt up.. Glancing at his shelves, my eyes stopped on an old, carved wooden figurine of the most beautiful woman. Her breasts were perfectly shaped and her hands were resting on her mound, as if she was trying to hide her latent sexual desires. This reminded me of my former self and to my pleasant surprise, I felt myself getting turned on by my previous hidden desires. I glanced nervously around. I did not want Tom walking in to see me playing with myself. I couldn’t resist the unquenchable urges.