‘Chayne that is very interesting, what gave you the idea to record these events?’ Well Dr. B I am so disconnected from myself when I am allowing t...hese men to use me sexually and I have no idea how to manage stress properly so I figured if I look at my sexual activity in black and white I will have more insight. That is just how I feel about it anyway. I feel as if I am spiraling out of control and I know rock bottom is soon to follow but I still cannot get off the train. It is a very helpless. I raised the crop to swat him lightly and as I did so he moved the rest of his mass across pinning me to the side of his stall with his body. He did not hurt me, he just leaned slightly so that I was fixed immovable between his body and the stall, with one arm raised and all the air knocked from my lungs. There was nothing I could do. I could hardly breathe and certainly could not draw enough breath to call for help so there I was, stuck. I do not know how long it took but I must have fainted. I then asked Emily to describe Jayne. She told me she is the resident that always wears a mumu dress. I said I have seen her and have always admired her big tits. Emily said Jayne is usually completely nude under her mumu dresses and she has a really nice, small hour Glass figure and waist. She will try to introduce us when we get back.We walked back to her office and went in the same way we left. Her assistant was in the office but looked and smelled like she had a really good time. She asked. She put the condom on her lips and like a pro in one movement unrolled it over my cock with her mouth, omg i had never even dreamed it would be like that! She started giving me my very first blowjob, it felt awesome. Her soft lips moving over my cock. The sensation of my cock sliding down her throat, so warm and soft! She deep throated my cock all the way to my balls, and gagged only a little. Sara knew what she was doing! Almost making me cum right there and then! She knew that and after a.