I came back in night and take meal with nuvera and i came to my room. I had a habit of naked sleeping and i remove my dress and underware and layed on... the bed.It was 9:30 as she came in my room to give me cup of milk without knocking the door.As the entered i was naked and layed on bed as my face was pointing upwards, she became nervous for a moment and stayed at her position like statue.I covered my self and then she came in and gave me cup and ran away from room leaving a naughty smile.I. I brushed her hair to one side, exposing her neck. I kissed her neck gently, tasting her skin with my tongue and my lips. She shuddered at this."Mark, are you ok?" She dropped the dish she'd been washing into the water and put her hands on the rim of the sink. "Carl, you shouldn't .. Oh, darling .."She leaned her head to one side, giving me more access to her neck. I kissed and sucked and nibbled on it. "Mark, we shouldn't... you shouldn't..." She was trying to protest but was protesting the. It was a simple equation, If I rape a girl/woman once I will enjoy it. If I enjoy it I will do it again and again with other women. If I do it enough times THEN the law of averages demands I will be caught. THEN I will lose my job. Then I will go to jail. As a Rapist in Jail, I will be raped myself. Being a gutless bastard, I never took the chance, never had the courage to take the risk. I am 32 years old and I thought rape would forever be just beyond my grasp. Then god (um ok maybe it was. Samir ne kaha aap kyon ro rahe ho, mein hoon na aap ke sath.Mein aap ko bohat pasand karta hoon or pyar bhi, yeh kehkar usne apni ankhein jhuka li. Mein uske chehre ki taraf dekhti rahi. Jese mujh pe us ne koi jaduu kardiya ho. Us ke words mere kanon mein gunj rahe the. Samir ne mera hath pakda or mujhe bedroom ki taraf lekar jane laga. Mein hichkichai par us ke piche piche chalne lagi.Room mein jate hi, samir mujhe kiss karne laga or us ki kisses passionate hoti ja rahi thi. Mein jese sab kuch.