They loved us all equally much and I knew that my feelings for Ella wouldn't change just because of a child.She stood and turned to face me."I'm ready...," she said and looked at me. "You know," she shrugged her shoulders, "you know if you were to take advantage of me tonight, if I had a little to much to drink that is, you could... Well you could make love to me without any rubber." Oh, I couldn't do that. I want you to be aware of it. Our first child." The option's there..."We went downstairs. Wilson and I were up with the first light. We drove to the cafe for breakfast. We both had a large breakfast since it was going to be our only meal till almost dark. I did stop at the convenience store for Generator gas and a box of oatmeal cookies. The kind with the creme filling of course.We were back at work on the prospecting by 9AM. The generator pumped water and we began digging and washing the sediment from behind the dam. We didn't look in the box were the gold, if there was any, would. Bring a movie if you want. I didn't bring anything tonight." OK. I'll pick something out, and I'll be there in about a half hour." OK. See ya then."Michelle is 22, and, like me, taking classes at the local community college. We met during a class we shared. She is about 5'4" tall, with long black hair and bright green eyes. She's a big girl, but she carries it well. She is easy to talk to, and has a great sense of humor.Michelle showed up about 45 minutes later, carrying a backpack and a small. Eve, since they cooked we clean ? you want the dishcloth or the towel?And so we talked about it, wandered about the net a little more, made love again and talked some more. Once I started reading about men who could live as women I knew I wanted to at least try it. Mary Ann seems to be willing to let me try it. She says I?m the cutest boy she ever met and as long as I remember I?m a boy in bed it?s OK with her to wear a dress if I want to. Somehow I hadn?t even thought about wearing a dress.