Five minutes later he said he was going to fill my mouth and told me to swallow it, or it would be worst for my husband and me…When he filled my mou...th, the first guy ordered me clean his cock.He was a little rougher as he grabbed my head and fucked my mouth hard until he came even more than the first guy.Lamont said it was his turn as he got out from the passenger seat. The first guy sat on the empty place and aimed the gun again to Victor. The second guy just went out and dissapeared. Later, as you slept, I smiled and looked at that little window . . . from your side, where I wanted to be forever. **** Watching You Sleep I watched you, as you slept. It was the first time I saw you that way. With your left leg bent at the knee, the right straight, they appeared casual, relaxed. One arm rested on your forehead, as if you intended to cover your eyes but fell asleep before you did. The other lay on the bed, near your leg. I wanted to crawl in with you, to lie in the crook of. The whole supper was spent with excited babble. After all, five to six days like this would yield them enough gold to realize their dream of a farm in Oregon. Raven was the only one who stayed calm - gold did not mean much to her - but she smiled at the exuberance of her friends.Rose was ecstatic. She had found that first nugget, and she had pointed the men to the right spot. However lacking her housekeeping skills were, she had proven her worth. The washing of the gold was exciting, too.. * Rather than dwelling on how she is now, as if frozen in time and no longer aging, returning to the time when and the place where we first met, I remember her how she used to be. Total opposites, she was always so damn positive and I was always so damn negative. In her calming voice with her reassuring force, my safe harbor in my raging storm of drinking, cheating, and lying, I was always so out of control difficult. She was my rope, my safety net, and my anchor pulling me back from going.