I managed to get a forty minute film of myself dressed in all different types of outfits, wanking, fucking my self with various dildos, and swallowing... my own cum. Wow, what a film. I watched it and played with myself dozens of times and had a ball. Seeing Lucy Lou having fun was such a turn on and it made me experiment with outfits and makeup now I knew what I looked like.As time went by the desire to have sex with a guy whilst dressed became overwhelming and it was apparent that this was what. " He's working." I forget all about that." He changed into his jeans and shirt before weheaded on campus to see what was available. We grabbed some sandwiches inthe rather vacant student center and took a seat."Matt, I really do admire you." Why's that?" Well, just the way you handle being gay. You handle it so well unlikesome other gay guys I've been around. You don't really get upset whensomeone cracks a joke. You never get offended." Garrett, I could but what good would it do? I know I'm in. Then came the discussion that, although it hurt didn't come as bigsurprise. My wife wanted to take a new job in Los Angles and she saw itas an opportunity for a new start and thought it was time for us to goour separate ways. It was a long conversation and although we still caredfor each other I knew that our relationship was over. It had been a fearthat we had talked about when I first got the letter but we realized thatthe last 15 months had magnified underlying issues we had. "That...was more intense than I thought," breathes Jaime. "Definitely more intense," I breath heavily. "Don't think the fun's over just yet," Jaime winks at me before kissing my quickly on the lips and pulling away from me. I cock an eyebrow, unsure what she means. Taking my hand in hers, Jaime leads me from the shower over to our towels; moving hers aside, Jaime pulls out a 6inch double ended dildo and smiles playfully at me. Without a word, I kiss Jaime quickly on the lips before I push our.