‘Damn…looking soooo fine.’ he mutters under his breath. I know I’ve gotten his attention.‘Here’s your suit, handsome!’ and I toss him hi...s. He offers no argument and strips immediately. 9 years plus, and he still thrills me. His chest hair’s going iron grey, and his goatee and mustache are almost all grey, but he still thrills me like no other man could. Closing in on 50, he could let himself go, but 40 sit ups and 40 pushups a morning plus regular bike riding keep him looking good. Plus, my. “No Joe. I,m too busted up,inside! But we,ll meet again in the next life I,m sure of it!” “Don,tbtalk likevthat Dear Mary!” Tears we’re falling from my sad eyes. “Dear Lovely Joe. I love you so much and I,d have lost Vee to spend a life with you, but it,s not meant to happen now. Please hold me and kiss me My Darling?” So with bothnof us in floods of tears we kissed and I held her as best I could. “Joe. Please Don,t be too sad. I,ll always be with you. I,ll leave you a sign to prove it.” Her. He was stubborn, saying if it was good enough for his great grandfather, it was good enough for him. It was a constant bone of contention.’ ‘In their second year, she had their first son, twenty months later she had their second. He wanted a large family, but she thought two was enough, and secretly had her tubes tied, telling him the last child had messed up her uterus and there would be no more. He knew nothing about female anatomy, and didn’t think she would lie to him, so he accepted it.’. "No, that's not right! I'mBrittany - Brittany Ann!" His eyes widened. "Why am I saying a girl'sname! I'm not a girl, I'm a _girl_!" She stamped her foot infrustration. "Why can't I say my name?"Anya chuckled. "When you showered, reality changed. You are BrittanyAnn. You've always been Brittany Ann, and everyone remembers BrittanyAnn. If you called home, you'd find that your mom would recognize youimmediately as her oldest daughter." She smiled. "Go ahead, callher." Uh," Brittany.