This has been continued for almost 5 months and suddenly my mind has diverted to sex with her and 13 days when I came to know that my uncle’s family... went to outstation. I went to visit her place, when I reached their husband left to office and children to school.She offered me coffee but i rejected and I was talking some bull shit my mind was forcing me to fuck her but I was afraid to approach her and I was thinking and it strike of telling her directly but I was tensed if she take any action. By this time it was quarter past eight so I went up to my room.Nothing good on TV, so I showered and changed clothes, jeans and a sport shirt replaced my business suit. No underwear, just in case I got lucky. Back down to the bar at nine thirty. Of course the bar charged a premium for the band, so I sipped a high ball slowly and looked over the scene. Wasn’t much happening here. Of course you only need one other person to make it a good evening, you don’t need a crowd. However that one. That day.’ She leaned into him, her head resting on his chest, her ear pressed against his shirt. She could hear his heartbeat throbbing. She blinked a few times, successfully stemming an impending flow of tears. ‘It’s OK,’ she mumbled loud enough for him to hear, ‘Really, it’s OK.’ ‘No! It’s not OK. When I think back on what I did then I feel, well, bad about it.’ ‘No. Stop. You’re trying to tell me something, and you’re using this whole mea culpa thing to avoid it,’ she told him as she sat up. "You not worry. He is gentle. I know from first time he fuck me."Roger and Sumala were both sporting erections and I didn't want to alienate him further. "Would you like to take Roger first?" I asked her praying that she would agree. A further slight would flatten his self esteem even further."Do I have to chain him to me too?" She adopted the Tumalian habit of smiling widely."No, but I mustn't unchain him without fastening him to another." You get to watch then." Poor Roger's face went red. I.