The weekends were one hundred per cent reserved for my girlfriend. The label, girlfriend, sounded good.On one afternoon in April, Aronwen and I found ...ourselves walking up one of the many mountain paths into the forestry. It was her that suggested we find somewhere where we could kiss. I don’t know why, but I became scared of the consequences; of being caught outdoors by some dog walker. We wandered into the thick forestry of pine trees for all of five yards; yes, I thought, five yards would be. I can't deny him sex all thetime. No wonder he went with another woman. It can't really be rape if yourmarried anyway can it? We are going out for a meal tonight as a symbol of a fresh start. This isthe most excited I've been in months. I really think we might be getting somewhere. Her April 23 rd Dear diary, It was my birthday today, he forgot. I'm going to leave it till tomorrowbefore I say anything. See how horrid he feels. after such a good month youwould have thought he would have made. Just for the fun of it." I don't know. It sounds like a bad idea." I see you and your friends in here every Friday. Think about it this week and we can talk next time." OK. I'll think about it but I can't make any promises. It's very flattering to know someone wants you. That always makes a girl feel good.They dance a few more time and she goes back and sits with her friends."Amy, you going to get blacked? I think that guy likes you. Did you get his number?" Don't be silly. We just talked and. Just the sight of his hand at his waist during simple conversation drew her eyes and made her think about his taste. God, his taste was a salty treat she loved. Her hands would itch to undo his pants so she could suck the hard length of him down her throat. The twitch of his body as she toyed with his balls always sent a wave of pleasure through her. She couldn't concentrate when her mind wandered there. "I recognize that look." His hand settled on his belt buckle and her eyes refused to move.