I long for my father, too. I mean yes, I admit its different, but ... I mean I’ve told you all the times Rachel and I had together.” I was startin...g to get annoyed, because I wasn’t sure how to put this.“We have fun together,” Kelly growled, “We have had a lot of fun, we do.”“Can I try and explain this differently?”“Try me,” she grumbled.“I don’t long for her,” I said, “Not to replace you. At this stage in my life, the ways I enjoyed her company better than I do yours, they don’t apply anymore.. They would return on Monday. Josh showed up and after some chatting he went out to mow the lawn for me. Josh is a good k** and I have known him since he was little. He was excited about getting his drivers license ina couple of months. There has always been sexual tension between Josh and I. We flirt with each other big time. I love to tease him. Some times when he comes over I wear just a t-shirt with no bra, he cannot keep his eyes off my boobs. Today I had on some wide legged shorts without. But was that a sufficient reason to be with them? In the past, Elyse had provided a resolution - she had traveled with me.Perhaps that was the solution - to have someone travel with me. Michelle was the obvious person to fill the role, and maybe that was the best way to help me stay on the narrow path. The concern there was that she was pregnant, and at some point, wouldn’t be able to travel, and once the baby was born, probably wouldn’t WANT to travel. There was no way Jessica or Kara could. Alice said we are swingers,Can you get into that,I said yeah I can,so we all sat at her kitchen table checking each other out and making small talk when Justin stood up and said to the both of us while we were both looking at him,He said can you see my cock in these,She looked at me waiting for my answer,I said to Justin,I can see you bulge but can't really see your cock as those aren't sheer. She looked at him and I could see her give him a wink and then he pulled his cock out of his panty and.