..No I'm not sleeping, fuck! I really have tits!I stand, I almost fall, the bed is taller, I'm searchingfor the interrupter to light the room, I can't... find it. Idespair, I walk, I crush in something, a voice, a girlvoice, somebody is here with me, I can't keep my balance,fuck! I'm gonna fall...The voice, talking to me, a hand in my face, slapping,fuck! Someone is beating me. The dream, the tits, the bigtits. Oh yeah! I must have fainted, and dreamed. The voicekeeps sounding, I try to open my. That's the woman I'm going to marry and I want to wait until at least our first date before we make love."Mike's face broke out in a big grin and he laughed out loud, "Yeah! Right!"The funny thing, I suddenly realized, was that I was dead serious.It was three a.m. and Mike and his buddies had stumbled off to bed leaving a totally 'fucked out' Darlene lying on the couch. After about ten minutes she finally sat up and looked around. Seeing me still sitting in the chair and looking at her she. “In the past, perhaps I didn’t. I’ve changed a lot in the last year. I’m not the same guy who had more than thirty lovers before he turned seventeen.”“So make an exception,” she demanded.“No, I won’t,” I said firmly. “I owe you a favor, but screwing isn’t what I owe you.”She got up, looked daggers at me, hissed, “Bastard!” and stalked away.I sighed. It would have been one thing if I had led her on recently, or if she’d shown any kind of interest since seventh grade. She’d been a friend, but not. For those without an implant, something was needed though, and the helmet, with its retractable face shield and built in heads up display, just was going to feel more secure than a simple headband or goggles.Since this was my prototype, I had some extras as far as the holographic overlay was concerned, so I added them to the mix, making sure they were selectable from my HUD controls. That was something I could test without activating the serious, has-to-work-or-you-die parts, so I did, and.